new friend :) i found him in a cage in the middle no where. he makes lots of weird liitle chirpy noises. i think he's an alien. or atleast part alien
I've never been so lonely in my life. I feel like no one wants me lately. I'm spiritually dead. I just want to dissapear. I just want to be loved and listened to for once but I'm starting to think thats too much to ask
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Not dead. Never dead, just dormant. I have those winter seasons occassionaly. Though a tree looks dead, it roots remain strong and when the time comes, it springs back to life bearing fruit.
Why?
What has made you feel this, Buffy?
i've just been feeling so neglected by everything lately. I feel like I'm alone all the tme and when i'm alone i feel extremely alone.
i'm happy with John but i can't tell if he's happy, we had a weird moment a two nights ago and he didn't call - or return my calls. honestly, we screw more than we talk these days, but maybe thats just the whole 'I'm an insanely hormonal teenager who is totally infatuated with you and whenever i see you i rip your pants off' thing
As far as the spiritual stuff, I feel like i've fallen through the cracks. Like when your cable company puts you on hold and then an our later you get disconnected for no reason you can really understand. i kind of feel like i've been on hold for a while and i'm anticipating the who disconnection thing.
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