Sunday, December 2, 2007

despair

i feel selfish, disgusting and completely alone.

if jules had known i was so screwed up when he was alive i don't think he would have liked me very much.

i don't think anyone could ever love me for who i am

and to make things better

i think at the rate i'm going God is going to stop forgiving me.

nothing makes sense

5 comments:

linda said...

God doesn't know how to not forgive people. and i love you right now. so there. :)

Elizabeth said...

i love you linda

Pastor said...

liz, i wish you knew at the deepest level, the level of knowing that can't be explained, that you are loved... and even if you we're incredibly lovable, god loves you anyway. miss u :)

Fred Shope said...

Liz, know that you are loved by the Creator of all things. There is no place you can go, nothing you can do that will cause your Father to love you any less.

And the rest of us love you too. :)

Ann said...

<3 u. Remember, you're my favorite :)